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I recently saw a play. An actor changed his adult diaper in the corner of the set. We all saw his bare ass, standing there, illuminated in its paleness by a stage light. We all saw another actor, uncomfortably averting his gaze. Here, I bare my ass to you.

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Episode 2: A Big Knot

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